29 March 2008 - AM.
Geez! As usual, i'm still awake!! Though i'm tired and my eyes are seriously closing, I try my best to stay awake to do this entry.. =.=!! I just scared if i postpone it till I wake up later, all the stories I'm supposed to tell will be forgotten.. lols. Oh btw, I have decided to post this entry in Indonesian Language.. My apology for those who don't understand Indonesian..
Waa.. haha.. Hari ini gw coba post pake bahasa Indo deh.. Sorry kalo indonya kaku abiz.. =.=" Gw bener2 mikir, kayaknya kita orang semua mesti balik ke zaman2 SD ama SMP buat belajar bahasa indo lagi.. ckckck.. haha..
Anyway, let's go into the story.. lols.. Hmm, nyokap dolo sering nasehatin gw, "Ton, ter kalo dah gede, kalo kerja mesti yang bener, mesti yang tahan and mesti rajin.." Yaa.. Gw kerjanya rajin sih, cuman yang tahannya itu loh.. Gw kemaren kerja d Cafe Cartel ga ampe seminggu, sekarang dah ga kerja lagi.. Emang sih bukan gw yang mau, gara2 gw pingsan, abis itu manager nya ga telpn2 gw lagi.. Sedih ga sih!!!?? =.=!! Sekarang seriusan deh, gw bener2 butuh kudu harus mesti cari 1 kerjaan and stick on it.. Whatever it takes, gw mesti stay.. Ya walaupun, ngomong tuh gampang.. Tp mesti gimana lagi.. ahha..
Selain masalah kerja, masalah2 lain juga ikut2an dateng.. Masalah demi masalah dateng berutun dan ga ada 1 penyelesaian pun.. Gw ga tau, kenapa gw ga bisa ga sanggup buat bahkan untuk mencoba menyentuh 1 masalah sekali pun.. Mungkin gw takut? Atau emang gw ga sanggup? Kenapa!? kenapa!? dan lebih banyak "kenapa?".. "kenapa?" itu sepertinya telah memenuhi semua otak gw.. Gah! Haiz.. Hari ini aja d ECP, semua kenangan sepertinya balik.. flashing back.. Dan terus terang, aku kangen ama waktu2 dolo.. Aku kangen ama kamu.. Aku nyesel, kenapa aku dolo ga bisa sayang kamu, kenapa aku cuek banget ama kamu.. Dan sekarang pas kamu uda pergi, aku baru mulai menyesal.. Emang kata orang bener, penyesalan biasanya datengnya belakangan.. Aku sekarang cuman bisa berharap kamu bisa balik ama aku.. Tapi.. apa yang mesti aku lakukan? Semua yang aku lakuin keliatannya ga ada gunanya.. Apa aku harus bener2 berubah seperti yang kamu minta? Apakah aku harus berkorban sampai sejauh ini? Apakah kamu berhak atas pengorbanan aku ini? Apakah aku harus berubah, menjadi orang lain, hanya untuk kamu? Semua pertanyaan itu sepertinya berdengung d kepala gw.. dan menambah jumlah "kenapa!?" dan "kenapa!?"
Aku tersesat.. Seseorang, tuntun aku kembali..
I'm lost.. Someone, please lead me back..
March 29 2008
It is 3 in the morning, and i have yet to sleep.. I was soo bloody tired and sleepy while on the bus with Eprina to Changi.. I even fell asleep but now!? I'm fully awake.. Damn it!
Went to have a hair cut today with Eprina and I ended up dying my hair again! YES! AGAIN! The haircut is, in my opinion, disappointing.. As far as I remember, I showed the stylist what hair-style I wanted and I even showed him the picture.. But it came out not even like what I wanted. Argh nevermind.. confusing! Screw him!
I'm now like stoning, staring at my computer and MSN-ing with Maya.. We are talking about blogging in Indonesian language, and talking about how we are not so used to with Indonesian proper sentences anymore.. It is such a shame, you know.. I seriously think we ought to go back to high school and learn Indonesian Language all over again.. =.=
Talking about studying, school is gonna start pretty soon.. 1 week to Orientation and 2-3 weeks to the actual school period!!! Waaah.. Time indeed flies soooo fast.. I still feel like in secondary school and playing with my classmates, copying works, and talking bad about friends and teachers.. But the reality is now different! We are already in colleges and We are all young adults.. I'm proud of it yet sad. Proud becuz I'm going in to the society pretty soon too and be part of it.. Sad bcuz I have to leave my childhood behind.. The happy moments I shared with friends and the happy memories of our childhoods have to remain as history.. Well, life must go on.. ^^ Be positive!
Ah well, i guess I really ought to go to bed now.. It's getting late.. In fact, the sun is rising soon too.. waaaa.. Alright readers, wish you all a verry good night.. Sweet dream and dont drool while sleeping! =P Sleep tight..
It is 3 in the morning, and i have yet to sleep.. I was soo bloody tired and sleepy while on the bus with Eprina to Changi.. I even fell asleep but now!? I'm fully awake.. Damn it!
Went to have a hair cut today with Eprina and I ended up dying my hair again! YES! AGAIN! The haircut is, in my opinion, disappointing.. As far as I remember, I showed the stylist what hair-style I wanted and I even showed him the picture.. But it came out not even like what I wanted. Argh nevermind.. confusing! Screw him!
I'm now like stoning, staring at my computer and MSN-ing with Maya.. We are talking about blogging in Indonesian language, and talking about how we are not so used to with Indonesian proper sentences anymore.. It is such a shame, you know.. I seriously think we ought to go back to high school and learn Indonesian Language all over again.. =.=
Talking about studying, school is gonna start pretty soon.. 1 week to Orientation and 2-3 weeks to the actual school period!!! Waaah.. Time indeed flies soooo fast.. I still feel like in secondary school and playing with my classmates, copying works, and talking bad about friends and teachers.. But the reality is now different! We are already in colleges and We are all young adults.. I'm proud of it yet sad. Proud becuz I'm going in to the society pretty soon too and be part of it.. Sad bcuz I have to leave my childhood behind.. The happy moments I shared with friends and the happy memories of our childhoods have to remain as history.. Well, life must go on.. ^^ Be positive!
Ah well, i guess I really ought to go to bed now.. It's getting late.. In fact, the sun is rising soon too.. waaaa.. Alright readers, wish you all a verry good night.. Sweet dream and dont drool while sleeping! =P Sleep tight..
something to share? lols..
Dear Bloggers,
I just watched this Singaporean made movie, Ah Long PTE LTD.. This movie is seriously worth watching.. It talks about the life of Ah Long, the term used to call gangsters (in Hokkien language, i think..) in Malaysia, how they treat people and how they deal problems with their fellow gangsters.. There are mixes of violence, love, passion, and romance.. lols.. So, it is kinda interesting, eh? lols
Arhg, I'm not good at describing things well so GO WATCH yourself.. haha..
And um.. I'm now so much in love with KL city.. Gah, I love Petronas Tower.. I love The Pavillion.. Well, despite the cleanliness, I love KL city.. lols.. I'm just being random here.. Ignore me!
I just watched this Singaporean made movie, Ah Long PTE LTD.. This movie is seriously worth watching.. It talks about the life of Ah Long, the term used to call gangsters (in Hokkien language, i think..) in Malaysia, how they treat people and how they deal problems with their fellow gangsters.. There are mixes of violence, love, passion, and romance.. lols.. So, it is kinda interesting, eh? lols
Arhg, I'm not good at describing things well so GO WATCH yourself.. haha..
And um.. I'm now so much in love with KL city.. Gah, I love Petronas Tower.. I love The Pavillion.. Well, despite the cleanliness, I love KL city.. lols.. I'm just being random here.. Ignore me!
AGAIN, random posting!
Dear Bloggers,
I can't sleep!!! The time now is 1.54AM and I am still here stoning.. I can't sleep but I have to sleep!!! Today Dad told me to have 3 meals a day so I won't have gastric and I have to get enough sleep. But what the hell happening to me man, I can't sleep this early.. Early!? Ok, it is early in the morning, by the way.. -.= And Oh, sleeping late means I will get up late and when I get up I won't feel hungry which means I will skip breakfast and lunch WHICH MEANS I will only have a dinner, one meal per day.. It is seriously fucking UNHEALTHY.. =.=!!
Grrr..
Anyway, sweet dream.. Let me try to sleep.. =.= Night people..!
I can't sleep!!! The time now is 1.54AM and I am still here stoning.. I can't sleep but I have to sleep!!! Today Dad told me to have 3 meals a day so I won't have gastric and I have to get enough sleep. But what the hell happening to me man, I can't sleep this early.. Early!? Ok, it is early in the morning, by the way.. -.= And Oh, sleeping late means I will get up late and when I get up I won't feel hungry which means I will skip breakfast and lunch WHICH MEANS I will only have a dinner, one meal per day.. It is seriously fucking UNHEALTHY.. =.=!!
Grrr..
Anyway, sweet dream.. Let me try to sleep.. =.= Night people..!
random postings!
Dear Bloggers,
School is going to start in exactly 1 more month.. This long holiday is coming to and END.. It's kind of exciting yet annoying, it is exciting because yay! I'm gonna have new school, new friends, new teachers, new course, a lot more new things to learn, a lot more experience to look forward to, and so on and so forth.. but it is annoying because, it is school!! which means I'm gonna have to study AGAIN! I'm reluctant to start schooling again, but on the other hand, I'm hoping for school to start as soon as possible!! Damn it! It's madness!! Argh..
Oh, I recently got myself a new pair of glasses.. Some people say it is nice, better than my old pair.. Some people say, it is sucky! Makes me look like a nerd.. Some people say, it looks exactly the same as my old one.. Grr.. Whatever! @.@
Well, hopefully, this brand new life is gonna be exciting and FUN! Hopefully..
PS. AND, my tag board is getting quieter.. Please.. Leave a comment before you leave.. ^^ Must write as much as u can, ok!?
School is going to start in exactly 1 more month.. This long holiday is coming to and END.. It's kind of exciting yet annoying, it is exciting because yay! I'm gonna have new school, new friends, new teachers, new course, a lot more new things to learn, a lot more experience to look forward to, and so on and so forth.. but it is annoying because, it is school!! which means I'm gonna have to study AGAIN! I'm reluctant to start schooling again, but on the other hand, I'm hoping for school to start as soon as possible!! Damn it! It's madness!! Argh..
Oh, I recently got myself a new pair of glasses.. Some people say it is nice, better than my old pair.. Some people say, it is sucky! Makes me look like a nerd.. Some people say, it looks exactly the same as my old one.. Grr.. Whatever! @.@
Well, hopefully, this brand new life is gonna be exciting and FUN! Hopefully..
PS. AND, my tag board is getting quieter.. Please.. Leave a comment before you leave.. ^^ Must write as much as u can, ok!?
i fainted!
Waaa.. I fainted at SATA Kreta Ayer =.=" Oh My.. It was tremendously embarassing, ok!! Grrr.. I went to SATA for 3 times since my documents never seem to be complete.. And when I finally managed to complete the documents, I fainted because of the check-up.. =.="
Actually, it is predictable.. I scared of blood =.= and I was anticipating myself in case I fainted after the blood taking.. But I can't find anyone to accompany me.. Kester volunteered to accompany me but then he has been out with me for a few days.. I don't want him to get scolded by his parents so I asked him to stay.. But in the end I still have to trouble him.. I asked him to come down to fetch me bcuz the nurse there refused to let me go home alone.. =.="
Maluuu siaaa...
Actually, it is predictable.. I scared of blood =.= and I was anticipating myself in case I fainted after the blood taking.. But I can't find anyone to accompany me.. Kester volunteered to accompany me but then he has been out with me for a few days.. I don't want him to get scolded by his parents so I asked him to stay.. But in the end I still have to trouble him.. I asked him to come down to fetch me bcuz the nurse there refused to let me go home alone.. =.="
Maluuu siaaa...
pissed!
I'm damn pissed today, seriously!!! I was supposed to go for a medical check-up for the Polytechnic enrollment, and I went to SATA at Chinatown yesterday with Sagita and Kester. But, the nurse told me that I didn't have enough documents so I ought to go back, get all the documents then they can do the check-up for me.. I was like, hmm.. okay. Then I came back today with all the forms that I think are completed and they are what I need.. BUT again, the nurse told me there is a missing form, a green medical form from ICA.. They then refer me to ICA to get the form.. I went there and the General Information counter lady told me fiercely (so rude, can!?..) to go to the institution I'm going to to get everything done and that They are not the one doing it for me. and i was like.. HAH!!?? AGAIN!? OKAY... I went to TP, AGAIN!! and the kind lady there help me and brief me with what I'm supposed to do and what forms I need and give me the forms!!! Finally there is a kind soul that explain to me about the whole thing!!! if not, I'm gonna be confused and stunned there not knowing what to do.. or may be I'm being too blur too? haiz.. No idea..
Later in the afternoon, went down to The Cathay to meet Kelvin and John to watch THE WATER HORSE.. It was a great movie.. Somehow it resembles the Doraemon story in which Nobita also met a water horse and he kept it in some deserted island in order to hide it from his mum.. Then later the water horse met its friends of the same kind but got bullied by them bcuz it is somewhat different.. In the end of the story Nobita got to let it go to the nature.. lols.. Nonetheless, it was a marvelous movie!! Worth to watch, YES!!
Later in the afternoon, went down to The Cathay to meet Kelvin and John to watch THE WATER HORSE.. It was a great movie.. Somehow it resembles the Doraemon story in which Nobita also met a water horse and he kept it in some deserted island in order to hide it from his mum.. Then later the water horse met its friends of the same kind but got bullied by them bcuz it is somewhat different.. In the end of the story Nobita got to let it go to the nature.. lols.. Nonetheless, it was a marvelous movie!! Worth to watch, YES!!
my first day was FUN!
lols.. First day working was kinda surprising, exciting, tiring, and FUN!! lols.. but the job there is seriously very super tiring.. On the third day I felt sick!!! And now Im still sick!! F*CK!!! but well, experience is what we gain and NO PAIN NO GAIN!! So i guess it should be worth it!! lols.. Umm.. I received the enrollment package from Temasek Polytechnic and will be going down tomorrow for the medical check-ups.. lols!! Yipeee..
Nothing much to talk for now.. So, thats all i can update you guys with.. Umm.. going to rest now!!!
Hibernating MODE: ON!
Nothing much to talk for now.. So, thats all i can update you guys with.. Umm.. going to rest now!!!
Hibernating MODE: ON!
I got a job, AGAIN!
Hi Bloggers..
Um, Yea as you can see the heading, I got a job again! I got the job I applied at The Cafe Cartel.. The person there called me yesterday afternoon to inform me, quite surprising though. Probably I will start on coming Tuesday, lols.. Excited yet nervous! Zzzz... Btw, I didn't quit the previous job. You know the job which I have to deal with all the papers and documents? Yes, that one! I didn't quit. I stop working there because the job is a project based job, so since the project has finished, I'm no longer working there.! LOLs!
Alright then, I will update you guys about the first day experience in the next entries, see ya and Have a Nice Day~
Um, Yea as you can see the heading, I got a job again! I got the job I applied at The Cafe Cartel.. The person there called me yesterday afternoon to inform me, quite surprising though. Probably I will start on coming Tuesday, lols.. Excited yet nervous! Zzzz... Btw, I didn't quit the previous job. You know the job which I have to deal with all the papers and documents? Yes, that one! I didn't quit. I stop working there because the job is a project based job, so since the project has finished, I'm no longer working there.! LOLs!
Alright then, I will update you guys about the first day experience in the next entries, see ya and Have a Nice Day~
New start!!
Umm.. JAE appeal results have come out and I'm posted to Temasek Polytechnic taking Computer Engineering.. YES!! Can you imagine me taking Computer Engineering!? Am such a nerd by then!! Um, according to my friends, i ain't suitable to take the course but no choice. I actually wanted an IT related course but I don't know why I chose Computer Engineering.. But well, i will try to appeal out if I think the course is really not suitable for me. Hopefully, I can cope with the new life of mine..
Well, the break up is still affecting me, YES it does! But, I can only hope that you can come back to me.. But to convince you, I ought to change.. Btw, I have applied a job at The Cafe Cartel and I will know if I will be hired by them this coming monday.. And if i'm hired, I will work diligently and I promise I will not be that spendthrift!! I ought to change my bad habit of using money unwisely ( I dont even know there is this word on earth!! Can't find it in dictionary but I guess you know what i mean, hehe..)..
Have a nice day guys!! And for my fellow newtowners!! Have fun in your JC and Poly lives!!! And to my other friends who are going to JC/Poly/private schools!!!^^
Well, the break up is still affecting me, YES it does! But, I can only hope that you can come back to me.. But to convince you, I ought to change.. Btw, I have applied a job at The Cafe Cartel and I will know if I will be hired by them this coming monday.. And if i'm hired, I will work diligently and I promise I will not be that spendthrift!! I ought to change my bad habit of using money unwisely ( I dont even know there is this word on earth!! Can't find it in dictionary but I guess you know what i mean, hehe..)..
Have a nice day guys!! And for my fellow newtowners!! Have fun in your JC and Poly lives!!! And to my other friends who are going to JC/Poly/private schools!!!^^
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