Sigh.. why are there such silly people who think of ending up their life and dare not to face their problems!? I know Im not in a position to say something like this as I myself, sometimes, dare not to face my own problems especially when I'm puzzled by them too.. But, ending up ourlives? We have no rights to do so, man.. That is just the same as going against God's will.. sigh..

Hmm.. In case you are wondering why I'm suddenly talking like this, I'm actually refering to one incident happenned in my school (yes!! can u believe it!!?? It happenned in my school!!! =.=) last friday where one of the secondary 3 students decided to end her life by jumping from the 3rd level of our school block G. Although, it is not clarified yet whether it was a suicide or an accident, but according to eye-witnesses, it was a suicide. This particular girl failed to be promoted to sec 4 express and instead was downgraded to the normal stream. That was her reason for committing such silly action!!

But, teachers have different version of story, when I asked one of the teachers, he told me that it was an accident and it was totally nonsense about her comitting suicide. Sigh, I dont know la.. To Be Clarified soon, I guess..

Anyway, today papers suck big time!! The English compre was freaking difficult, the vocabularies and the sentences seemed to be so chim for me!! Worst, its paper 1, composition. It was confusing, can!? I didn't get what the paper asked us to do, it was like asking us to make a proposal but in the question, it said that Write a Letter.. It was even bolded!!! haiz.. Nevermind! English paper is over!! Now, we shall move on to the next paper, Emaths Paper 2. Haiya, thinking about emaths makes me sick! Today paper 1 was not really well done too.. There were some questions which I think were wrong or may be careless mistakes.. Whatever it is!

Sigh.. Bored, man! I hate being BROKE!!! Luckily, it is end of the month and my allowance is on its way!! Muahaha.. And anyway, it's is three more weeks to go for me to go back Indonesia and enjoy a great great holiday!! Oh, have i told you about my upcoming Kuching trip? haha.. If i haven't then I shall tell you now.. So, ya.. I will have a malaysia trip to Kuching, Sarawak.. have been wanting to go there for so long but didn't get a chance though I just went there last year december.. hoho.. I'm seriously looking forward for this trip and hope that it would be a great and enjoyable one. and I'm as well looking for more Malaysia trips and my Barcellona trip.. huhu.. Anyone wanna go with me!? >.<