broken heart!

I don't know why things turn out to be like this.. You were still who you were when the last time we chatted on msn and smses.. In just one night, you changed! I know I deserve all these.. I have not been a good one all this while and what I did were just things that hurting you and disappointing you.. Your sudden decision is a huge blow to me, honestly speaking. Because of you I can't sleep well.. Because of you, I have lost my appetite.. Because of you, I have no moods to do things at all..

Though you told me many many times that your feelings to me had faded away, I'm sure you still have a little bit of it.. Although it is 0,00001% only, I will see that as a light of hope and I will work hard for you.. I'm sorry, alright for what I have done.. You used to ask me if I know what you want.. Let me tell you.. What you want was pretty simple. You wanted a love, care and understanding from me and I couldnt see those all.. I was too selfish and way too childish.. There were times when I picked up a fight which not supposed to take place.. I should have thought about how the fight or what i was saying will affect you or may be pissed you off.. I'm sorry for that.. and I know you have been cared for me so much that you wanted to know where I'm whenever I went out with my friends.. I was too stingy to even update you about myself and my friends.. I'm sorry, babe!! I'm seriously are.. Give me a chance, will you? I promise I will be good and I assure you that I have changed noww..

I have done a few things these few days.. I dont know if they were irritating you or making you happy.. Of course I hope you are happy with what I have done.. As said, Effort is what that counts! I'm going to show you that I'm sincere this time.. Although there is a new person in your life right now, im not going to give up.. I will do whatever thing so that I can win your heart back!

i will give you sometime to think about everything and to cool down.. ^^