Sigh.. Happinees seems not by my side today. A lot of unhappy things happenned today.. One day is enough to pull me down to the most bottom part of the earth!!

I just don't understand why, when we are trying to do good deed, people just don't know how to appreciate but, when we did a mistake, it is like the mistake we made is planted inside their mind.. There are also some people who are so not understanding and one things to follow their way of thinking not considering other people's thought and feelings..

Problems also come from me. I'm such an insensitive bastard who don't care about other people feelings. I can't appreciate precious things and people around me well and always drag myself in to arguing and fight with people who are trying to give me good advices. Now, the person who is supposed to be able to be a medium where I can share my problems with and ask for advice is also angry with me..

I have tried my best to change, but I have no idea how to. Sigh..